Side view :) (Taken with Instagram)
Everyone tells me I deserve better, but I dont want better. I want you. #GOODMORNING #TABABOY :)
Sabi sa census may 11 milyon na tao sa Metro Manila. Sa dami nang tao nun paano mo kaya malalaman kung sino sa kanila ang para sa’yo? pano kung nakasalubong mo na siya kaya lang di mo pinansin. Dumaan na pala sa harap mo pero yumuko ka para magsintas nang sapatos mo. Nakatabi mo na pala, kaya lang lumingon ka para tingnan ang traffic lights. Baka andun na siya, humarang lang yung pedicab.
Sa dinami-dami nang tao, may maswerteng nakahanap na, may mga naghahanap pa, may iba sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, eh yung na sayo na pinakawalan mo pa..
Pero pano nga kaya no? Kung isang beses lang dumarating ang para sayo. palalampasin mo ba kahit nasa harap mo na?
-My Amnesia Girl
TRUST, LOVE, RESPECT, and PRAY. <3
L O V E
Masayang malungkot maging single. Nakakataba ng puso at mahirap magkaroon ng ka-relasyon. Ano man sa dalawang ‘yan ay sakripisyo. Sakripisyo para sa mahal mo.
SINGLE. Kapag yan ang nadinig madalas na iniisip na mahirap sa mga kadahilanang: Walang sumusuporta sa’yo sa mga pagkakataon na may laban ka sa buhay, madalas kang ma-inggit sa mga kaibigan mo o mga nakikita mo na may ka-relasyon, at higit sa lahat, mahirap mag-isa sa lahat ng bagay na nasanay kang dalawa kayong gumagawa. Pero, hindi pa end of the world mga koya at atih! Marami din namang kagandahan ng pagiging single kagaya ng: Wala ka nang iintidihin ma-pa-umaga, tanghali, hapon o gabi, mas mapapahalagahan at matutuunan ng pansin ang iyong sarili, at mas marami ka ng oras hindi lang sa sarili mo kundi sa mga taong nakapaligid sa’yo (God, Family, and Friends).
IN A RELATIONSHIP. Masayang may ka-relasyon sapagkat: May kaibigan kang malalapitan sa hirap at ginhawa, may taong makikinig sa mga kwento mo sa buhay, makakatanggap at matututo kang gumawa ng mga regalo para mapasaya siya, at may taong mamahalin ka ng higit pa sa inaakala mo. Pero, hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay masaya ang pag-rerelasyon. May mga pagkakataon talaga na kapag nasa isang relasyon ka asahan mo na may mga kawalan din katulad ng: Mawawalan ka ng oras sa mga taong nakapaligid sa’yo, aminin man natin o hindi mahal ang pakikipag-relasyon, walang tigil na drama ‘yan, at higit sa lahat ang hindi maiiwasang pagkabigo ng puso ng isa’t-isa.
Hindi mo makakamit ang tunay na kaligayahan kapag hindi ka matututong sumugal sa totoong makakapagpasaya sa’yo. Ito man ay ang pagiging SINGLE o IN A RELATIONSHIP. Ikaw at tanging ikaw lamang ang makakapag-desisyon sa takbo ng iyong buhay. Huwag mo lang laging kakalimutan na may Diyos na palaging andiyan para akayin ka kapag ika’y nagka-mali at unang ngingiti kapag ika’y nakakagawa ng tama. Andiyan ang Pamilya mo na handang i-untog ka sa pader kapag nagkakamali ka at handang sumaludo sa’yo kapag ika’y nasa tama. At ang mga kaibigan mo na ‘di umaalis at nag-sasawa sa tabi mo, tama man o mali ang nagawa mo. Hindi mo man sila palaging nakikita na andiyan para sa’yo lagi pero ito ang tandaan mo…. Sa bawat pagkakamaling nagagawa mo, tanda lang ito na patuloy kang sumusubok sa hamon ng buhay. Mabuhay ka kaibigan!
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away.
I must. I can. I will.
It has been six months and three days since we part ways. Those days gone by, many things got worse; a lot of things getting better. Other people don’t over it yet; asking how, repeated why, and foolish when. The same thought, the same feeling.
BLESSED and BLISSED, words yet moments I feel on nine months. Grateful that there’s a person that I can be happy with, a person that go plans with you, a person that do hope with you, a person that can change you for better, a person that can do great things with you, a person that you wouldn’t hesitate to say, “I am so loved by God.”, and a person that loved you unconditionally. But, things changed, God is boss, God’s plans unpredictable, and whatever it is, always and forever my trust always with Him through all my heart.
“Healing takes time, so be patient.” Sharing my feelings to my friends was advantageous and accommodating. But, why do we need to feel the pain, hurt or agony? Surely whereas, suffering is one way to make you change, to make feel better, to be the right person, and to taught you the lessons and experiences that you are afraid to accept off.
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. If there are judgments, problems, complications, crisis, difficulties, trials, tragedies, hardship, obstacle and pain don’t forget that there’s light at end of the tunnel which are opportunities, lessons, happiness, experiences, goals, desires, achievements, fortunes, love and faith.
If there are piece of view from scene I ought to envision. These are: I MUST go on because I have a priceless life that God gave me, I CAN do a lot of great things that can desire people, and even there’s despite of fail hopes, I WILL step up and make a difference that I can make. Aja!
One of my favorite:
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres.”
very awesome :>
